Still Annoyed

So I was chatting and said I was annoyed and realized it is a pretty innocuous word for what I am feeling. And yet I can't think of any other word to describe it. Soon after I realized I don't have a word because I have no feeling. I know how I should feel and sometimes it creeps in a bit. But then it all goes away into nothingness. Oh I remember this feeling. I'm depressed again. Great. So I am spending my days sitting on the floor playing with Audrie and watching TV. Audrie likes it.