It is funny and it is not, how easy it is to be dragged back into co-dependence. Mike was arrested on his warrants and then released the next day for 30 days house arrest.....at my house. And naturally he didn't follow through with his requirements. I'm watching all the crap and holding strong on no rides or money, but I can't stop the crap. It all came to a head last night and he has left. High, high, high. There is no talking to him like that.
We had a conversation a week ago where he told me he just did not care about anyone or anything other than himself. I said I thought he didn't even care about himself...only his drugs. He agreed. It was the most honest thing he has said in years.
Now I have to resolve myself that he can't be here. I can't have the crap around the little kids. I'm just so glad that Audrie was at Papa's last night and didn't witness her daddy in that condition.
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