Sunday, May 23, 2010

It Wasn't Hard

Myk and I have been playing this same song and dance over and over and over. He is an addict and I am co-dependent. So we dance. I've been following him down a bad road and knew at some point I would need to get off the road. Well he crossed a line that I could not accept and that put my mom and I at the police station. The police wished to arrest him immediately and wanted me to bring him to the station. That was not going to happen. Myk would run as soon as he figured out what I was doing. So we worked up a couple of scenarios that I was sure wouldn't work, but agreed to do it anyway. On my way to picking him, Cassie and Audrie up, the cop called me and changed the plan into a traffic stop. That might work. The whole drive to the mall I was so nervous. Not for doing it or for what would happen to Myk once arrested. I was nervous that he would figure out what I was up to because he is so attuned to me that it is hard for me to get things past him. I pulled it off and was pulled over once I hit the BG city limits. Myk immediately asked if I did this and I asked him if he did something wrong. He said he did. I suggested that he not run because they had the dog Haulf with them and he said he wasn't. So he was arrested and now faces the consequences of his actions. He is going to go through withdrawals cold-turkey and I have no sympathy for that. He could have chose to make the methadone clinic work, but I think he was just making us work.

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