Sandy keeps telling me I need to use my writings and write a book. She likes the way I put things in my blog and I could see using it as a primer. She thinks it could be inspirational to other people living as co-dependent in addiction and alcoholism. Kind of like "Beautiful Boy" was. I didn't agree with everything that father did, but I found his story worth telling.
This place is a daily struggle. I was actually accused lately of making my own drama. I don't need to make drama, although I do on occasion precipitate a crisis to make a change. I find the people who say that are the ones who have their own agendas and issues and really doesn't have much to do with me. And when that is said and the person steps out...a little bit of drama leaves. Of course it isn't long and another piece fills in the hole.
This place is fluid. People come and go. I have met some super fantastic people over the years and dragged Dave with me. He was much more introverted than me, but he did enjoy some of the people we met. Family have come and gone. Friends have come and gone. I figure there is always a reason for the people in my life, just like there is always a reason for them leaving.
This place is never boring. Alcoholism. Addiction. Co-dependence. Illness.
Children. Grandchildren. Family. Life. My life is drama.
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