Christmas Eve Day

Third Christmas that I will have spent depressed.  At least this time it isn't depression. I have nothing wrapped and just feel like canceling the whole thing.  If it weren't for Audrie and Connor I would. I didn't come up with a replacement present for the tent. I just got the food for Christmas Day dinner last night. Blah.seems like I am moving at a speed that just gets things done as they need to be done.