Letting It Go

Sometimes it is more healthy to let it go and walk away.  I have no idea how I ended up where I ended up.  Ten years ago I never would have said this is where I would be.  But I have to live in the now and be accepting of it.
So it is time to let go of the thoughts of what was suppose to be.  Moving forward.  Living our life and not regretting the choices we make.  It's just kind of sad.  I haven't seen Elizabeth for a year.  And I'm letting that go.  We had a great relationship when she was young and I shall treasure those memories.
Tanya has again shown who she is.  I don't know why I keep expecting different.  But maybe now I won't.  Actions, not words.  So when she said she was working on mending the relationships...she didn't mean it.  And that's okay.  She won't ever have to lie to me again.
Doug, so right.  I did not love him as a son.  But he sure as hell doesn't get to use that as the excuse for anything that didn't work out in his life like he wanted.  He alone is responsible for his life.  And I loved him like he was Dave's son.  I choose that.  Because I loved Dave heart and soul and those that came with him.  But I can let that all go now since it isn't needed or wanted.  And I don't need or want it.
Letting go of all the people who said they would be there for us and proved otherwise.  And trying hard to let go of the resentment of that fact.  They really did manage to hurt my feelings.  But I'm a grown up and can deal with it.
I'm going to move forward and appreciate the people who are there for us.