Frustration

I have to learn how to turn off my head. It is very very frustrating to make hints, leave subtle messages in my blog, and downright ask and be refused. I can almost predict it now. I don't know if it is outside our comfort zone now or whether things just haven't really changed. And being told maybe later doesn't really help or mean anything. Later never comes. There will always be stress and crankiness and pain, just like there always has been. Personally I think sex is a stress reliever, but maybe that is just for me. I have to learn how to turn off my head. :(