Sunday, January 6, 2013

Joy For Me

The problem with looking is that eventually you find it.  So this week I found an empty container that used to have vodka in it. Then I found a receipt for today with a vodka purchase.  I'm still not sure if he thinks I'm stupid and didn't mean my ultimatum. Or if he thinks he is getting away with it or he just doesn't care.  Either way the first box got packed and moved.
Started looking at what is available. Not much so far in Clark County that is in my price range. Good thing I have time to find something. And it is time to have a conversation with the social worker.
Just sad. I have been with Dave my entire adult life, and we built this life. And he chooses alcohol. I understand the illness, but I also understand it is a choice and he keeps making it.

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