Yup. Looking for an Excuse

I leave Dave's blog alone and I do that for a reason. But today I decided to read it. Wow. He has decided that I have used his drinking as an excuse to move on because his junk don't work. A fringe benefit of the split may be that at some point in time I may find a companion whose junk works, but I'm not looking for any of that right now. I am looking for peace, health, and happiness. I'm looking for good esteem building for the little kids, and that doesn't happen in an non-recovering alcoholic house.  I guess that is all Dave can see and that is just sad.