Incredible

I did not know how many of my relationships are superficial. I always find it amazing to learn these things. I also find it amazing how numb I can feel about it. Does make me wonder sometimes why I try so hard and have it all be for naught. It is just a reminder that it is what it is and maybe I should just be happy with the role that has been assigned to me. But I won't keep secrets and I may have to look elsewhere for respect and honesty, and leave the rest as superficial.