Still Processing

Sometimes I am amazed at being asked what is wrong. When a bombshell gets dropped don't expect it to just go away that moment. Sometimes it can take me a long time to process. I haven't had the luxury of knowing about the bomb since its inception. I am usually very good at stuffing emotions, but I'm trying not to. I'm trying not to internalize everything and actually feel things. I have questions. I don't have answers. Time is going to be the tell how it all plays out.