I have a lot of love, light and joy in my life because of my grandchildren. There is a lot of sadness there also because of their life circumstances. I would not trade them for anything, but they should be being raised by their parents and I should be the grandparent. It is what it is though.
George had commented about the joy and love they bring to me and how I would not have had it had I stayed with him all those years ago. I had said the same thing in another way. It made me very sad to realize that it was true and that he recognized it and didn't begrudge it to me even though he will never have it.
While I am greatly sad it made me love the little kids even more, because they are here and they can be loved and they do bring me joy and love. That is one heck of a run on sentence. :p Wish I could share it.
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